I’m so distracted and overwhelmed by various stimulus in my environment and work responsibilities that I am not really as passionate about life as I used to. I feel like I’m just responding to whatever challenges arises without any clear and motivating goal to strive towards.
At the same time, there are so many things that I want to experience and accomplish in life that I don’t know where to begin. I’m not sure which path to take, and every path will potentially lead me to a very satisfying outline.
I may be coming to a realization, although unconsciously for the most part, that I am getting older and my dreams are becoming limited that when I was younger. Many things are beyond my reach, I’m thinking, and my goals have become more and more realistic and less idealistic. I imagine less these days. I’m more focused on the real and the limitations.
This is sounding sad. But these are tensions that I will continue reflect upon. These are real dilemmas of being mortality, man.it.
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